A bond

 For me? A bond is something two people might have. Someone to be there for, someone to love and somehow to acknowledge you. What kind of people has that bond? I see it on TV. And I have it in my hopes. I want to see a bond between real human beings. I sometimes don't see that bond. I wish that more Americans have bonds, rather than trying to fit into a group of society.

As an American citizen, I see we lacked self-respect and dignity. We are so concerned about our personal physique, that we do not see what is about to overcome us. I don't feel a connection with anyone whom I've come across. I think that in order to have a bond, you must know how to communicate. We've all seen someone in our life, whom has become successful with a step at a time. I believe that only beautiful people will make it into the world and the other's who come across tough decision making careers, will fall back into an ugly world. I don't believe anyone has a character, because we all choose to pick up what we learn from someone else's personality. I don't know what's good for the world anymore. Why people do the things they do, and why I can't do the things like them. Sometimes, I want to be so good at everything that I often question myself, "Why can't I do it?” It just takes practice no matter how far you go in life. You live, you eat, and you die. That's the rule of living. I'm not saying life is pointless, life is meaningful with a lot of confusions and questions. But I want to see a bond where people are able to connect with many others throughout the world.

I don't see a lot of connections with myself and the world. That's because I am one person only. And as an individual, I'm not strong when no one is able to hear my voice. I wish to become a beautiful person, so that I can become successful, and even if it sounds desperately wrong. I speak the honest truth.
I want to know why after success, beautiful people who have now become rich, often ignore the bonds they once have with someone they had a connection with? I think it’s not easy to become beautiful and that every single time we try to learn how to connect with ourselves, we easily fall right back when someone becomes better than us. Then we might remember the bonds we lost. But isn’t it too late?? Well, I only have my bonds with my close friends and families, but I haven’t truly seen the bonds in the outside world. So, I’m still waiting…

Kpop

I'm so glad that Korean pop music is reaching around the world. I know I haven't blogged much lately, but blamed, DJ Masa mashups for bringing me back. I was doing a little research and found his blog by following his YouTube videos. Damn! He's good. I like Korean music, I want it to spread even further, I just don't know what to do to help out. If only there was a way. I've been really busy with school, I also don't have that much followers, but that's what makes me unique. I like privacy. Who doesn't?

Korean girl groups, such as 2NE1 is making my days a lot more cheerful. What do I do when I'm bored, I searched the web. I would watch Michelle Phan, Bubzbeauty, Mychonny, PeterChao, Mmixes, and a lot more on YouTube. That's how I spend the rest of my days. The other days are for doing major homework. I started drawing my three favorite Hmong girls, who I called "Hmong Ulzzang" and I even subbed 2NE1's mv call "Follow Me", but unfortunately it is copyrighted by YGentertainment, and so I had to put it on Private (sniff sniff).

At school, I still joined my South East Asian Club, I hope everything goes well this semester, talk about last time. I just wanted to get out of there fast. My parents been hunting squirrels lately, yuck, I don't even want to eat the squirrels I see outside the background, so why would my parents? Who knows. Anyways, I can't wait for DJ masa new mashup. I hope he put in 2NE1's new mv, "Can;t nobody", "Clap your hands", and "Go away".