What kind of writing am I?

Hello. I was born today. I am an emotional writing. I like to express even the meaningless things, but I have not yet create nor written what I truly feel based on other approaches.

I’m not an apathetic and ignorant writing. I’m overwork, maybe so that it maintains a level of success to my readers. Writing is everything you and I, as a lonely paper, can own. I don’t have a mind since I only belong to the words of whoever wrote me. That is how I connect with the world and you.

I felt as if I was force to write. I wanted to talk about what I like or dislike, but as an emotional writing, I can’t type myself. Whatever my author writes or decides to write about me then I would respectfully become it. I’m not the one in control; I never had a meaning until my author sat down and created me.

She called me an emotional writing, but she should have called herself an emotional writer. As an emotional writing, I’ve been explore by a deep thought and was trained not to overdo what my author tells me too. She said “keep it simple”. Keep it simple to all the other papers she wrote and she might do well for the day. I asked my author why she didn’t write about happy writing, sad writing, or bad writing, yet she picked me, emotional writing? Should I become a happy writing?

Being an emotional writing can cause grieves, of all the other writings, I'm a part of every one of them. I define them as well. I hope this doesn’t confuse the others. As an emotional writing, whenever someone skimmed through me, I felt as if I have not reached their attention. How can papers without writings come to have any feelings? Without these writings, I’m just a blank piece of paper.

Now, my author wants to conclude me, but she wanted me to ask you guys what kind of writing you are? Hopefully it can be something else beside me, I can’t help that I had been born today, but had ended so soon as well. Until then, maybe you’ll find me useful in your papers.

Sincerely,

An emotional writing

Let's go Google!!

These are my feedbacks on google, it is strictly my opinion based on my experiences with it. It's convienent that the most search site for getting answers is google. Our blog site also comes from having a google account. If you want to read a biography profile or a encyclopedia about something or someone, google leads you straight to a site call Wikipedia ( a free encyclopedia that anyone can edit, revised, or change). I don't really believe in Wikipedia, but it is a little nice updates for me. The only thing I sometime dislike about google is that, the pix are limited to what I often search for. But, I'm not saying google is they key answer to all of our questions, just some AND there are many sites you can visit beside google.

I think google is an efficient way to get to what you want or need to know. But people shouldn't rely on it too much. I google for many different reasons like three out of every four time when I visit the internet, I go into google. Google save time a lot easier and I am a time saver. Some people would be like I use only "Yahoo", but I bet once in their life time they had visited google as well. The site that yahoo and google lead us to are in similiar pages. I would definitely defind both on the same level. Also because I used a "Yahoo" account email.

People should appreciate google and yahoo. Who's saying they're not? I don't know. But, if you like to complain, go find a better site, or better yet, make one yourself. There's plenty of site to visit. Gmail, msn, etc.... There so many site out there all written in html codes.

But I appreciate google! Go go go google and keep up the good work to help people like me. 

Memories

I often wonder why we keep our memories. I think that we grow up too fast and we only remember the things we don't want to forget. To me, memories are a burden. Why is it that when we feel an accomplishment, we treasure those things as memories? You know what I'm talking about like the trophies you win at games, the work you put so hard in class, and all the simple stuff (slash) things that we can't seem to throw away.

Two years ago, I decided to throw away my “little” memories that I kept. It reminded me too much of the past. You can ask, how can someone do such a thing, do I have any feelings? All I can say is that I don't really regret not keeping my memories because it’s mine. What a simple answer right? Yes, my memories are mine that is why I don’t want to keep them. What if you became a memory of mine, would I throw you away too?
I asked myself that every day. Am I a part of your memory? Or are you mine? Friends, coworkers, socials, teachers, networkers, and even families, do I want to keep them in my memory at all? You see, the reason I thought this way is because everyone I know is not DEAD, they are happily alive living the past and present of their memories. But how should I really know, I haven’t talk to half of them for the past 10 years. My elementary teachers, my middle school friends, my high school education, my distant relatives, and my ongoing present college life are all part of a memory that I didn’t acknowledge. I am the worst friend of all, the kind of friend who would forget your face and name within the year, but only come to remember your birthday if you ever told me so.

In reality, I know that we strived so hard to go into a career, further our education, we might even know more things than any other people in this world, and we can have everything or maybe nothing in this world, but I would never know if someone is truly happy.

I’m satisfied with living in the present. But that would be like telling a lie, I would rather be a liar rather than a hypocrite. I do hold on to the big memories, the memories that make me laugh, and the memories that made me cried. If something can truly touch my heart, it becomes the best memory for me. But if my memories hold me back, how am I supposed to move on forward? When memories are hold on for too long, you don’t gain any wisdom at all. Of course I don't know YOUR MEMORIES AND YOUR EXPERIENCES, but I was hoping that if I washed away the part of memories where I made several mistakes, my mind would become clear and I start over new every day. Because isn’t memories the ability to retain, recall, and store the past of our lives? That’s what memories all about and I just seemed to not hold on to the little ones.

Internet

I really dislike the internet now and days. I avoided facebook and myspace as often as I can so that I can get my homework done. The internet interferes and takes up a lot of time. I'm talking about weekdays where I do half my assignment and weekends, when I'm literally on it 20/24/3 (20 hours in the 3 days that I have off). When I'm writing essays or  listening to music, I hardly turn my CD player or actually write with a "pencil" anymore. One of the things on my shopping list to actually buy pencils. Yes, you can say that the internet give you efficient habits about politics, news, and music. It also is good for networking, friends, socializing and communication, but I on the other hand gets really disappointed often and later on, Id regret. Who'd though I stress over simple thing.

Lately, I haven't been doing what I'm suppose too.  For instant, studying. I love to study, what I do get done is my homework though, although I've been told that I'm an overachiever. I'd blame myself because I'm an Otaku (anime Lover) and I read a lot of manga (Japanese comic). I think internet is bad for me in a good way. Of course I'm caught up in most of the stuff I do, but sometimes I wish I could have done more. It's bad not to study for an upcoming quiz or test, but it's not that bad if i already know the materials. It's not like I want to forget completely all the lecture from my class, but yea Internet is like the devil, it's addicting and it keeps you wanting more.

As for that, I'm going to try to avoid the computer when I'm home, because in order to blog, I have to use the computer. But I bet beside useful technologies, I'm just going to go watch movies, I can't help making excuses and trying to avoid my homework, that's just the way I am :( I'll try my best to keep up though. :)